see i seeeeeeeee saaaaaaaaaw; it all, so saccharine.

well, alls i can say is that the planned out situations are seeming to never follow through;
it's more like things only work out when not planned, therefor forming the seemingly most perfectly plotted outcomes.




i learn to accept this fact as more and more i am faced with consistant situations like this arising in my everyday life. it's not a bad thing, it only makes me realize, more and more, that everything really happens a certain way for reasons; in order for the scheme to rationalize it self and sink itself into your pores, into your eyeballs, under your fingernails and into your soul. i aint sayin i'm not going to make plans for the future, for my future, for the future future;





but that's what's good. for the most part, i have a plan. i have personal, obtainable goals i've set for myself that i AM going to acheive. but the details, ah, the sweet sweet littel details, those are the unplanned, unexplainable, unequivilant to any other feeling/ undescribable, unimaginable magic moments in this life we were given to live.





Life's just un____________________________________.

with your white horse, my prince of the darkness; i'm gonna fly away, i'm gonna fly away.

work hard, work hard work hard. the world is filled with opportunities. and possibilities. i must take advantage of what's in front of me. i must make it work. i muustsucceed. i must succeed. i must get out. i must get out. i must break free, free of this. i will be my own, on my own, i won't just leave everyone in the dust, but i want to take care of myself, all by myself. i may need help on the way, but im not stoppin for anyone. NO ONE. no one can stand in my way. i'm in charge here, i am in charge. i can make anything i happen. i WILL make everything happen. just believe. see it, it will come to you. feel it, it'll be there. smell it, and it's right under your nose. hear it, and it's screaming right in front of you.

it okay, we all put our pant legs on one at a time.

oh chritsitamas, when santa comes coming down that lil ol chimeney, you hear the boots, you smeell the peppamint schnapps, you know he's comin. you know he's comin for you lil boy and girl!

oh everyone gets all silly up in here on xxx-mas. wonder what you'll all get this year...a lump of coal? a new shiny pearl necklace? gi joe? the possiblities are endless. it is a world of endless possibilities. this is a world of endless possibilites.


google - "christmas world"





















looka like penguins make your presents, not elves, as we have all thought for our whole life. santas got some splainin to do!


i bid adieu.




no matter how worse off you think you are, there is always someone whos just a little more worse off. appreciate what you've got my littel friends, i know you all do anyhow.

rest in pUnkROCKK d.boon. you are truely a god now.

oh and remember, jesus is the ONLY reason for da seazon.

ouu makes me want to shout

and vomit. i dont even know you! but i can feel my blood in my head, very fast.just a littel gals dream..one day, one day. but hey, i am doing this for myself. i am focusing for myself. i want to suceed for myself. i want this for myself. i want to be there for me.



i want to break free.

born to be wild

i heard this song on the radio this early morning, and i really like it..the words are just so good and its fun to play my own way on da geta. it is by jim croce (i changed the word a littel)heehe

Like the pine trees linin' the windin' road
I've got a name, I've got a name
Like the singin' bird and the croakin' toad
I've got a name, I've got a name
And I carry it with me like my daddy did
But I'm livin' a dream that he just cant give
Movin' me down the highway
Rollin' me down the highway
Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by

Like the north wind whistlin' down the sky
I've got a song, I've got a song
Like the whippoorwill and the baby's cry
I've got a song, I've got a song
And I carry it with me and I sing it loud
If it gets me nowhere, well, I'll go there proud
Movin' me down the highway
Rollin' me down the highway
Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by

And I'm gonna go there so free
Like the fool I am and I'll always be
I've got a dream, I've got a dream
They can change their minds but they can't change me
cause I've got a dream, I've got a dream
Oh, I know I could share it if you want me to
If you're going my way, well, I'll go with you
Movin' me down the highway
Rollin' me down the highway
Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by


it just makes me feel so good..its just so ________.



i started drawing people a couple monthes ago, but i've found that i can only draw them how i want to when i draw with my left hand..animals too!









and i like to draw them in blankeets,maybe so i dont have to draw the rest of them ahah



these people, oh these sweet little people/

yes, letit go

imagine floating through a field of yellow flowers or through the sky or floating in gengerfal, or driving through the desert, really really really fast but slow with blue skies. blue skies comes to mind. and sand. lots and lots of sand. "a lot of cacti."

babey let it go all nite

this is mine.

ohyes yes yes, the rain felt so good on me. it was nice to see the ground juiced up again.

as well as my future ceiling. so good to see it all juiced up!

move in and out

these times are strange times. finally going, even if it's not far away, realizing what i want to do with my life, where i want to be, at least for a little while, it's very nice. i feel like this is one of, if not the strangest time period in my life so far. "coming of age", changing spaces, friends leaving, figuratively and literally, magical coincidence, everything being so chaotic and unpredictable, yet ending up as if there was an itinerary planned for each hour...




and everytime i see you, it's like i've never not lived down the street.



and living with him, i think will be a very good thing for the both of us. i think we'll both grow a lot, and learn a lot from each other. i know siblings sometimes don't get along living with each other, but i have a feeling it's all going to be just fine. i am excited, not only that i get to have my own space, but i get to get an idea of what it's going to really be like when i end up where i want to be. on my own. free willy. flappin in the wind for the whole safari caravan to see.







Ah madre, gracias por todo que usted ha dado.

i cannot lie, people lovethe pie

i've realized a lot of stuff in the past days. Like nobody ever got what they have without working really really hard. i think its a combonation of some people close in my life going through hardships. my brother refuses to get any kind of job besides what he considers "acceptable", and lives like hes a high rolla or something. its just like, yeah of course, if youre not loaded or well-off you can still be just as confident as if you had 5 billion dollars in the bank, but be humble and kind. i just dont think he realizes where the money comes from. you have to earn everything, and its down to say, but life really isnt fair.





so you make with everything you're given, and make with everything you earn. and if you want more, then you have to make it happen for yourself, because no one started with just being given everything. ive just realized that all those peope like rockefeller, bill gates, families with old money, even oprah and i hate oprah, every actor every singer, every model, every painter, everyone whos anyone, and even the ones like us who are just little heads living,creating, breathing, had to and still has to work hard for eeverything they have. and even if you think, well they're perfect, theyre so blessed for their good looks or talent or whatever, well, yes, yes they are very blessed, and you may think, "well why isnt it me? why aren't i lucky enough to be able to eat anything and keep a hot bod, how come their nose and eyes are more symetrical than mine.." or sometimes you really are just lucky and its magical and its a miracle, ahah.. but sometimes i think that people forget, that although those people seem perfect in every way, theres no perfect person in this earth, and every person has just as many problems as everyone else, even if they're what society considers perfect or gorgeous or whatever. theres always something. and with that, people are beautiful because of their imperfections.


we give the power to things "being perfect".

nothing's perfect unless someone sits and looks at it and decides,"you know what, this is perfect!".an even then, who are they? why does it matter what people think? it doesn't. it's what YOU make it. life is what you make it. you cant expect anything from anyone but yourself.

carla has sucessfully eaten almost all 24 eggs she bought.. i dont know how she can eat almost 2 to 3 eggs a day. that is a lot of eggs. to eat.

on my mind, unpertanant to anything in particular

it amazes me. the future. the future is just so grand, there's so much you can do! it's an endless possibilties. i've been remembering past a lot and it's so strange to think how much i've changed, how much we've all changed, and how people are changing all of the time. sometimes you think they are one way, but only if you're just lucky enough to come across those people who are genuwine and true to themselves therefor to others as well, you change toghether. but some people are just silly. i feel so lucky to know those people who are just so sweet, just so themselves, i feel blessed. i am also so grateful i am who i am. i never knew one could love themselves, or knew how, when i was younger. it just wasn't something i thought you did. but you have to love yourself, you have to. otherwise you're ultimately fucked. hahaha . it's sad, but sorely true. some people are just blind for a while, hopefuly not for their whole lives, otherwise, well shit, they're ultimately fucked too! it's also strange to me that everything happens for a reason. if it wasn't meant to happen, then it wouldn't have, happened. and if it happens, then it's what the universe has in store for you. just don't forget who you are, and that people do love you, just don't be fooled, cause sometimes those people are just trying to fill voids within themselves through you, and sometimes it makes you feel shitty, but it's alright cause in the end you know what's up, and they usually do not, so it's them that are silly fools.

Youre So Vain (LP Version) - Carly Simon

so might as well add on to the lowering of the self integrity

ouch tiana1323!!


self explanatory.


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IS ALIVE.

just be honest

at first i thought i hated myself. but then i was thinking, why should i hate myself? i mean, i love myself. i llove me. somethings i could change but everyone is that way unless you're an asshole. and i love you too. well either way you make me feel bad. . but then i dont feel this way becuse there's underlying issues. i just wish i could talk to you. i feel sick like i am going to vomit everywehre. i jsut wish it wouldnt be strung along. i saw this mexican woman crying yesterday in the hospital talking on her cellphone and i think she had found out horrible news. i felt very bad. that has nothing to do with the situation but i just couldnt imagine what she had been told. i guess its just the non-honesty. thats what i hate the most. you could do anything, but just be honest. here's a stupid picture of a black guy. its not stupid because he's black its stupid because its bad. i guess he looks more latino and mixture of blak tthough

bird mansions

so, this week in my life, bird mamsions.


you can purchase it for $109.95

and big fat bacon. bacon on a stick.

it's a quarter pound.
also eggs on a stick.
they are hardboiled eggs wrapped in sawsage. take a gander.

except imagine it stabbed with a stick.
these things sell 1ooo sticks per hour.
people love it.

also kettel corn comes in the flavour of spicy chocolate peanut butter....

.....

the man who makes them incorperates the PERfect flavours for the kernals.
big fluffy kernals are called mushroom kernals. and the little ones are called butterfly kernals.
also, he states that making kettel korn is "very dangerous"
i'd imagine so.

if the kernals stay in one spot too long, they burn. they do not like to sell unpopped kernals. then they scoop them out and sell them to fans of this sweet, ANd salty treet. kettel korn dates back to the late 1700s where colonists ate them at fairs.

look at this big lolipop







supposedly this is the worlds largest blanket....it is not.





this is a large pizza

now THAT looks like the worlds largest pizza. the blanket on the other hand, is not very large at all.

worlds largest bagel




need i mention all of these large items popped up when i only typed in worlds largest lollipop. inteaeradaying


worlds largest bubbdle







i dont know where im going with this
but

the guy who is always on the busches baked beans commercials has the barcode that's on all of the cans tattooed on his ankle.

Pork Roll Egg and Cheese - Ween


oh yeah, i got so preoccupied with the "worlds largest" items, i forgot to put the lollipop....i never found a definant though, so i guess this is just a picture of a pretty big lollipop..actually this is in the guiness book of world records lollipops...it weighs 4016 pounds and its a jolly rancher one