just be honest

at first i thought i hated myself. but then i was thinking, why should i hate myself? i mean, i love myself. i llove me. somethings i could change but everyone is that way unless you're an asshole. and i love you too. well either way you make me feel bad. . but then i dont feel this way becuse there's underlying issues. i just wish i could talk to you. i feel sick like i am going to vomit everywehre. i jsut wish it wouldnt be strung along. i saw this mexican woman crying yesterday in the hospital talking on her cellphone and i think she had found out horrible news. i felt very bad. that has nothing to do with the situation but i just couldnt imagine what she had been told. i guess its just the non-honesty. thats what i hate the most. you could do anything, but just be honest. here's a stupid picture of a black guy. its not stupid because he's black its stupid because its bad. i guess he looks more latino and mixture of blak tthough